little things

it's just pathetic stupid when you chose to believe your own judgement when others told you not to but at the end of the day, when the truth came out, they were right, I was wrong and I had to face whatever consequences my decision lead me to by myself. I allowed myself to believe in what I wanted to believe in so I basically blinded myself and only have myself to blame for it.
I basically played with fire and burnt myself or to make it sound nicer, I basically sat on a garden of cactus and I enjoyed it yes be positive. :')
I honestly think that my trust level in people was already pretty low but now it's gonna drop drop drop down the drain haha thanks good job michelle xoxo
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Throwing all the negativity behind and now back to positivity hahhaha yes I am very positive despite being sick and coughing like mad because after seeing the doctor the first time, I became worse so I had to see another doctor today morning and now I have been doing maths since like 11++ :") Serve myself right for slacking for the past few weeks so now despite being sick, I need to keep studying yes good job michelle good job.
I am 2 weeks away (14 days and around 7 hours approx to be exact) from my Europe trip yessss, my parents finally woke up and realize they should at least worry because the world is in a little mess right now but the tour agency say no to changes because it's safe there haha ok..... :) On the bright side, I bothered reading the itinerary properly just now and realized that im going Switzerland and Germany too and I'm actually staying in Paris for like 1.5 days only so.... My aunts actually called my dad and texted me asking us to not go because it's dangerous cause one of my aunt's friend went Rome and almost got slashed at a tourist area and when she was in Paris, robbers cut broken her car wheel and stole stuff and it was recent so my mum got worried and my dad just continued his "it's ok it's fine attitude" but now my mum just jokes that we should bring less stuff and eat less this few days so we can run when there's danger........................ ok.............

 

^ no sushi and hannah cause they weren't there ):

^ I am very proud of myself because I went to school without makeup twice in a week..... I do feel a little insecure but it feels so good to be able to scratch your eye when it's itchy and not worrying if my makeup is gonna melt or smudge or smth. :') I wish I can keep it up but when I don't wear makeup, people will ask if I am sick or if I didn't sleep or if I cried cause my eyes look swollen and I have eye bags T_T

^ went back to nanyang pri (after 2 years I guess) and it looks great now, like the old campus look like some design school cause it's rainbow colored and there's open bridges between the two blocks and it's damn big and there's a new playground ): I went back to visit the co camp with yichien and wanted to stay overnight to help tie the waterbombs but yichien had 7 hours of lecture the next day and I was sick so cannot haha but I manage to explore almost everywhere with her and it was fun although it's scary at night because it's dark and the lights isn't on.

 

 

 

----------------- pls study hard, one week plus to go to term test and body please help me and recover quickly yes thank you hahaha ---------------------